By:
ZigZagZonk
This experience happened thirty years ago, in the
space of about thirty minutes.
I was twenty-one, shy, naïve, and more than a bit
curious about life and sex. I was also getting absolutely no interest from the
ladies. There was a bar close to my college that had a seedier reputation than
it deserved because it was THE gay bar in the area and anybody who was gay, bi,
or curious (like me) went there. It was New Year's Eve, and, to quote Lou Reed,
I thought, "Why not take a walk on the wild side?"
Later that evening, I put on what I thought was
appropriate attire for a gay nightclub and headed off. I may have been new at
this, but I was not so naïve as to
realize that my twinkish charm would appeal to some of the gay men.
When I got there, the club was packed full of men on
the prowl, so many that every square inch was jammed full. The place had the
stench of cologne, alcohol, and smoke. Those were the days when you could still
smoke in a bar, but how anybody got a lit cigarette in their mouth was beyond
me; you could only slip past the door and work yourself past horny men three
inches at a time.
The dark nightclub was operating at a deafening roar.
People laughed and talked at full volume to be heard over the dance music pounding
out of the loudspeakers. Some of the young men seemed exciting and handsome,
but bars were not my scene and I did not know how to start a conversation with
a stranger in a room where you could hardly talk. I just shuffled past the men
until I reached the far end.
When I reached the opposite end, someone was suddenly
talking into my ear. "I haven't seen you here before," the voice
said.
I turned my head when he pulled his away. He was twice
my age and had the look of a man who worked out, with thick solid biceps that
intimidated a skinny college kid like me.
"First time here," I shouted back over the
hubbub and music.
He smiled knowingly of experience, looked over my body, lingering on my crotch for a moment, then looked back to my face, and said, "Well, welcome!"
As I replied, "Thanks," he looked back at my crotch again, and when he looked back at my face, I smiled. It was more of a nervous smile, but I guess he took it as interest and permission because he just unabashedly reached his hand over and started rubbing my cock through my pants.