By: Ryan Michaels
"I know where the key is," Ryan stated. "My father keeps it."
"Where?" Marc asked.
"With him," Ryan replied.
"With him?" Marc repeated.
Ryan nodded and then said, "Father only gives me the key once a week so that I may give my penis and my sperm guard a thorough cleaning."
"Wait, your dad locked your dick in that thing before you even sprouted pubes, right?"
"Pubes?" Ryan questioned.
"Pubic hair," Marc said, and, still sitting with his jeans pulled down, reached down and combed his fingers through the trimmed hair above his cock.
Ryan let his eyes fall to Marc's crotch, then, as he came to understand what the word meant, he looked back to Marc's face and replied, "Yes, that right."
"And he's been letting you take it off your dick once a week since then, and you're telling me you've never wanted to or even tried to whack yourself off while you were out of it?" Marc questioned as he mimicked masturbation by pumping his fist in the air. "Not even once?"
"No! Never!" Ryan replied, offended by the question. "I did not even know what…" Ryan started and then paused. He felt the word Marc used was dirty and not something he should say, although he liked hearing Marc use words like that. He then continued, "…what that was or that such a thing even existed until you just… just showed me."
"That's fucked up," Marc said shaking his head. "But now that you do know what it is, the next time your dad gives you the key to that thing, you're gonna try it, aren't you?"
Ryan shook his head. "Father supervises me while I clean my sperm guard and my penis."
"Your dad watches you in the shower, watches you wash your dick?!" Marc asked.
"Yes," Ryan replied, not understanding why Marc seemed so shocked by such a thing; it was completely normal to him. "All fathers supervise their sons in such a manner to ensure that if any swelling occurs down there while washing, the sacred sperm is not expelled accidentally."
"That's fucked up," Marc said again. "So you've never cum before, ever?"
"I'm sorry, but I do not know what the word you just used means."
Marc shook his head. All of this was so strange to him, so unimaginable. He then went about explaining to the naïve and sheltered boy what the word in question meant. "Cumming means shooting your… err… expelling your sperm, as you call it. Have you ever done that?"
Ryan shook his head and then said, "No, I just told you, I've never…" he paused, again finding himself unable to use the dirty word Marc had used, and then continued, "done what you just did before. The expulsion of sperm is something that is reserved only for marriage, and only to procreate."
"Uh-huh," Marc said shaking his head some more. "Ok, I get that you've never actually jerked off before, but since you never have, you must have had a wet dream before, at least once?" Marc questioned.
"What is a wet dream?" Ryan inquired.
"A wet dream is when you cu… expel your sperm while you are sleeping. Usually when it happens, you are having a hot dream."
"You mean, if you get too warm or start sweating while you're asleep and dreaming you can expel your sperm?" Ryan asked innocently.
"Wow!" Marc said under his breath. "No, a hot dream is when you dream about sex."
"Oh," Ryan said understanding now; he knew that sex meant procreating. "No, I've never had a dream such as you describe. I don't see how I could dream of something I've not yet experienced."
"Would you like to experience it?" Marc asked.
"Procreation?"
"No, cumming."
"To expel my sperm outside of marriage or for any other reason than to procreate would be a sin," Ryan replied.
"Why, because that's what your dad told you?"
Ryan nodded.
"I get that your parents have certain beliefs and that they raised you with those same beliefs, but that doesn't mean that you have to live your whole life according to what they believe."
"It's all I've ever known," Ryan replied.
"I know, but it doesn't have to stay that way forever. You're eighteen now, a man, and you can make the decision to know something else and develop your own belief system; to leave your sheltered life behind and discover a whole new world that exists outside of your own; to experience the joys and pleasures life has to offer that you've never known."
"Like what?" Ryan asked.
"Like sex," Marc said.
"I don't think I want to get married yet."
Marc laughed. "You don't have to. That's what I am talking about when I say you need to experience a world outside of your own. In today's world, people have sex for fun and pleasure, whether they are married or not."
"Really?" Ryan asked with widened eyes.
"Uh-huh… and guys jerk off all the time too. It's normal, natural; at least to almost everyone else in the world."
"I can't imagine a world like that," Ryan said.
"That's fair, I guess. I can't imagine living in a world like yours either," Marc chuckled. "If you want, though, I can help you."
"Help me? How?"
"I can show you what it's like to cum."
"You already did; I saw you touch your penis and expel your sperm."
Marc smiled and laughed quietly at the freakish naivety of the farm boy. "I meant, I can help show you what it feels like to cum."
Ryan's eyes widened once more at Marc's proposition. After seeing Marc expel his sperm and how pleasurable it appeared to be, he had to admit to himself that he was now very curious to know what it was like, what it felt like, however, he still felt it was wrong to expel his sperm except to procreate.
"I don't know…" Ryan answered.
"Trust me, you'll like it."
Ryan still wasn't sure. Marc had made some valid points about him making his own decisions regarding his religious beliefs, but, still, he couldn't be expected to just immediately drop all of the beliefs instilled in him by his parents all of his life.
"I'm telling you, cumming is great. You'll feel something you've never felt before, and it will feel unbelievably good!"
Ryan's penis began to respond to what Marc was suggesting: It was swelling up inside his sperm guard, just like it did every morning when he awoke, ever since he had hit puberty. It was that uncomfortable feeling between his legs that instantly reminded Ryan that even if he wanted to try what Marc was suggesting, it would be impossible for him to do so. He could not even attempt to do to his penis what he saw Marc do to his own, while wearing his sperm guard. And he could not remove it because his father had the key; not that his father would give it to him, even if he was at home.
"So, how about it? Want to experience a pleasure you've never known?" Marc asked a few moments later.
"I-I can't. I really can't," Ryan replied.
"No, you can, you're just stuck on what your parents told you, about it being wrong to do it for fun. Well, I'm telling you, it is fun, and it's not wrong. No offense, but you're parents and any others who share their beliefs are wrong. They are in the minority in the real world. But the only way you will ever know that I speak the truth, the only way you can develop your own beliefs, is to be your own man and experience new things. And what I am suggesting is the first and most important step you need to take."
"I-I want to… know what it's like to… to cum," Ryan said, a strange, almost exciting feeling running through his body as he uttered the dirty word. "But I can't, because I don't have the key to my sperm guard."
"Yeah, I know," Marc said. "But there are others ways a guy can cum, without touching his dick."
"There are?"
"Yeah," Marc smiled.
"How?" the curious boy asked.
"Stand up and take off your clothes and I'll show you."
"Take off my clothes?"
Marc laughed. "Well you can't cum with your clothes on, now can you?"
"I-I guess not," Ryan said. He stared at Marc for a few moments and then nervously stood up and then began to just as nervously undress.